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( voice phone: +43-1-8928997 =ReeBoK= reebok@eleet.iddc.via.at )
\ Severin-Stephan Kittl - Hollergasse 27/19 - A-1150 Vienna/Austria /
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.oOo.....................................................................oOo.
Welcome to my 3rd poetry file in 1996. It includes some poetry and lyrics
from me written or finished in the last time. All written words are (c) 1996
by Severin-Stephan Kittl (ReeBoK) and have not to be republished in any way
without a written permission of the author!
.oOo.....................................................................oOo.
snow
~~~~
(c) Severin-Stephan Kittl (ReeBoK) 28th January 1996
it's snowing
all day long
a cold day
snowing in the city
"fuck the snow"
"now I have to get it off my car"
"who needs the damn snow"
snowing outside the city
"lets go and ski today"
"watch the nice winterlandscape"
"I like it when the world get touched by the white snow"
a really cold day
snowing all day long
loved and hated
like life
.oOo.....................................................................oOo.
missing
~~~~~~~
(c) Severin-Stephan Kittl (ReeBoK) 28th/30th January 1996
it is true
that people who don't ask too much
are looking happier
it is true
that people who don't care too much
are looking happier
it is true
that people who don't think too much
are looking happier
and it is true
that people who don't expect too much
are looking happier
I for myself can't understand that
how that people can be happy
they even don't seem to know
what they are missing
or maybe it's just me
asking too much
caring too much
thinking too much
expecting too much
and missing it
the happyness
.oOo.....................................................................oOo.
my innerself hole
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
(c) Severin-Stephan Kittl (ReeBoK) 31th January 1996
all the things I'm asking for
and the feelings I adore
and the dreams that I had
when I was sleeping in my bed
this is me - this is me
not the things that you can see
it's my innerself hole
maybe you would call it soul
moments of pleasure and pain
and the faces without name
all that visions I have seen
in real life they've never been
this is me - this is me
not the things that you can see
it's my innerself hole
maybe you would call it soul
all the moments of fun
or when I've been alone
and the confusion in my brain
turn the gain - turn insane
this is me - this is me
not the things that you can see
it's my innerself hole
maybe you would call it soul
(written as song-lyrics)
.oOo.....................................................................oOo.
twentyfour
~~~~~~~~~~
(c) 01.02.1996 Severin-Stephan Kittl (ReeBoK)
twentyfour
wanna live no more
for another human male
life turned out as jail
he got to get away
don't commit suicide anyway
always open view
dreaming of things he could do
unbelievable what he has seen
living in his dreams
you can't take them away
dreaming of the better days
.oOo.....................................................................oOo.
3 moments in life
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
(c) 01.02.1996 Severin-Stephan Kittl (ReeBoK)
he
she
together
harmony
feelings
love
emotion
individuality
freedom
nightmare
frustration
bye
make
fake
take
crack
heartattack
life
fun
pleasure
dreams
future
reality
past
never
been
death
.oOo.....................................................................oOo.
her eyes
~~~~~~~~
(c) 02.02.1996 Severin-Stephan Kittl (ReeBoK)
there was that girl
in one of my dreams tonight
she looked into my face
I looked into her eyes
and I felt she was a friend
don't remember her face
but I wont forget her eyes
even I couldn't see the color then
but they have been so full of life
saw life only from the bride side
the friendly look of a girl
in one of my dreams tonight
.oOo.....................................................................oOo.
mind injection
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
(c) 02.02.1996 Severin-Stephan Kittl (ReeBoK)
my life is in others hands
objectivity got replaced by illusion
I vote what they want me to vote
they are taking me under control
they force me to believe them
I believe them
I stopped asking questions
I guess I stopped thinking
what did I say?
all is empty
white light
suicide
.oOo.....................................................................oOo.
the snowman
~~~~~~~~~~~
(c) 03.02.1996 Severin-Stephan Kittl (ReeBoK)
it was snowing all day long
now some kids are outside
throwing snowballs
and forming a snowman
looks a bit drunken
especially with the karot-nose
he is standing outside
in the cold nights
and smiles
but sometimes
when the sun is shining
a bit of him cries
and suddenly one day
he is gone
only his hat and nose are still here
and then
a bit of me cries too
.oOo.....................................................................oOo.
war - peace - war
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
(c) 04.02.1996 Severin-Stephan Kittl (ReeBoK)
war
hate
lost
dead
survivors
friendship
thrust
peace
freedom
fake
boredom
hate
war
.oOo.....................................................................oOo.
drive
~~~~~
(c) 04.02.1996 Severin-Stephan Kittl (ReeBoK)
sportcar
fuel
highway
fast
accident
ambulance
hospital
coma
hope
seconds
death
.oOo.....................................................................oOo.
junkies home
~~~~~~~~~~~~
(c) 04.02.1996 Severin-Stephan Kittl (ReeBoK)
streets
toilets
washing rooms
police station
jail
streets
toilets
washing rooms
police station
jail
streets
toilets
washing rooms
police station
jail
...
.oOo.....................................................................oOo.
dead house
~~~~~~~~~~
(c) 04.02.1996 Severin-Stephan Kittl (ReeBoK)
there's a dead house in our street
was a home for people for over 50 years
now noone is living there anymore
broken windows
barricades at the doors
it's forbidden to enter
it will be replaced
by one of those silos
silos for humans
jail them in for a better life
in symetric walls
by symetric thoughts
but nevermind
the new house wont even stand for 50 years
.oOo.....................................................................oOo.
yes
~~~
(c) 06./07.02.1996 Severin-Stephan Kittl (ReeBoK)
drink my beer
sleep in my bed
live in my house
tell to the world that I'm mad
kiss my girlfriend
watch my tv
give out my money
it means nothing anymore to me
sell all my records
play my guitar
smoke my dope
do it now, if you didn't do it so far
kill my body
eat my heart
live my life
it's just a fart, just a fart...
.oOo.....................................................................oOo.
I am here
~~~~~~~~~
(c) 07.02.1996 Severin-Stephan Kittl (ReeBoK)
who fears the confrontation? - me? - no way!
but aint there 'nough wars in the world anyway?
so leave me alone, when I just take another way
don't fuckin' offend me, when I already turned away
I am here - jump into my face
I am here - come and kick my ass
I am here - waiting for your fist
I am here - ready for a twist
you're talking to me with an offending attidude
and if I try not to hear your words, you're getting rude
so what the fuck is wrong with you? accept another point!
multiplex culture means multiplexed views, not multiplexed fronts
I am here - jump into my face
I am here - come and kick my ass
I am here - waiting for your fist
I am here - ready for a twist
so better think before acting - use your brain!
or are agression and war all your lifes gain?
if you don't want to get fucked up, don't fuck up me!
so let me turn away, leave me alone, leave me be...
I am here - jump into my face
I am here - come and kick my ass
I am here - waiting for your fist
I am here - ready for a twist
.oOo.....................................................................oOo.
make me
~~~~~~~
(c) 07.02.1996 Severin-Stephan Kittl (ReeBoK)
I am a dreamer
'cause I fear real life
I am a creap
'cause I am to weak to stand my life
but if you can
make me better
ohhh please
make me better
I am a wanker
'cause I still fake reality
I am a liar
'cause lies stand my reality
but if you can
make me better
ohhh please
make me better
I am a shithead
'cause I'm still offending
I am an asshole
'cause I stand my life offending
but if you can
make me better
ohhh please
make me better
.oOo.....................................................................oOo.
care for love
~~~~~~~~~~~~~
(c) Jan/Feb 1996 Severin-Stephan Kittl (ReeBoK)
something I don't care about
is something I don't feel for
and something I don't feel
is something I would never care about
and you know I care for you
so how can you say
that I'm not loving you
when that's the only thing I really do
but maybe I can't show my feelings
like you want to see them
don't make my heart cry
believe me, I love you
you are a part of my life
I don't want to miss you
'cause I feel I need you
you should know that I really love you
.oOo.....................................................................oOo.
no hype
~~~~~~~
(c) 09.Feb 1996 Severin-Stephan Kittl (ReeBoK)
when I look into your eyes
I fear you will die caused by drugs
but if I'm asking you why
you only say that life sucks
when you think my life is better
then you must be a fool
it's almost the same for all of us
that's the way, that's lifes rule
drugs sucks - they never fit
don't pull the needle deeper into your vain
drugs sucks - get off that shit
the needle is just here to drive you insane
there are no happy people
even that word is a fake
we are here to lead or get lead
life's in your hands, it's your take
life aint easy and there's no cheap exit
don't use drugs against your confusion
get back to reality, fight for your life
you should know there are better solutions
drugs sucks - they never fit
don't pull the needle deeper into your vain
drugs sucks - get off that shit
the needle is just here to drive you insane
so please don't listen away
I know you are clever
take your last chance to change it
you can get off that shit, don't say never
I don't want to see you dying this way
and there're a lot of people who still love you
your next step must be back to life
please do it now, I'm affraid I would have to miss you
drugs sucks - they never fit
don't pull the needle deeper into your vain
drugs sucks - get off that shit
the needle is just here to drive you insane
.oOo.....................................................................oOo.
junkies life
~~~~~~~~~~~~
(c) 09.Feb 1996 Severin-Stephan Kittl (ReeBoK)
the story:
life
pain
disappear
hope
spoon
needle
vain
illusion
the pessimist:
again
again
death
the optimist:
fake
escape
cleen
the truth:
blind
deaf
dumb
dead
.oOo.....................................................................oOo.
we are that last generation
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
(c) 10.Feb 1996 Severin-Stephan Kittl (ReeBoK)
with fear in my heart
with tears in my eyes
I see the world
and hear its silent cries
"too late, too late"
"good bye, good bye"
is wispering the wind
"this earth will die"
destroyed by money
destroyed by hate
it's lying down to rest
its last days to celebrate
the time was passing by
the time was not to stop
we didn't want to see the signs
but earth knows it's time to drop
.oOo.....................................................................oOo.
farewell suicide
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
(c) 10.Feb 1996 Severin-Stephan Kittl (ReeBoK)
welcome to this new and wonderfull world
electronical disaster, all computer controlled
everything you say, has been said before
individuality is once again not asked anymore
it was 1 step forward, but then we did 2 steps back
the new free era, all video checked
we all got a number and have been protocolled
registered all your life, electronic overrolled
first it was a blessing, but it turned out as curse
life standard seems much better, but now it's just much worse
electronical programmed computer mind injected
farewell suicide, real life is terminated
.oOo.....................................................................oOo.
you - part 2
~~~~~~~~~~~~
(c) 10.Feb 1996 Severin-Stephan Kittl (ReeBoK)
first you overrolled me
with feelings and emotion
and now you force me
into my own devotion
I would like to kiss you
but then you turn away
I would like to kiss you
like when we met the first day
yes, that's my luck
and it's my own fault
I was searching
but I couldn't find any hold
I dreamed of love
but I still do
now looking into your eyes
I don't know what I feel for you
.oOo.....................................................................oOo.
rage
~~~~
(c) 10.Feb 1996 Severin-Stephan Kittl (ReeBoK)
fuck you
'cause you are different to me
fuck you
for always telling me that you are different to me
fuck you
finally I hate it to be different to you
fuck you
and I hate you 'cause you are different to me
but who ever said I wanted to be like you
fuck you
'cause you are so shit to me
fuck you
'cause I'm so shit for you
fuck you all
fuckin' beat the shit out of you
you fuckin' blind bastards
you all suck
give me a gun
and I blow you all away
give me an abomb
and I fuck up the whole fuckin' world
for there will be no fuckin' human left
to fuck up anyone anymore
.oOo.....................................................................oOo.
the mountains are far
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
(c) 12.Feb 1996 Severin-Stephan Kittl (ReeBoK)
the mountains are far away
why do you run to the mountains
do you want to run away
do you want to hide away
from the hectic
from the too fast life in the city
from your fear and your dreams
to start a new life
in a part of the nature
as a part of the nature
a part of the universe
space and time
to feel the nature
back to the roots
to be what you are
an animal
a monster
to feel what it means to fight for your life
to feel that it's allmost the same
like in the city
only turned the things way round
and then return to the city
and live like before
nothing changed
bad luck
the mountains are too far away
.oOo.....................................................................oOo.
summermemories
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
(c) 13.Feb 1996 Severin-Stephan Kittl (ReeBoK)
remember the hot summerdays
when we were lying in the grass
on the hills outside the city
when we were young
and innocent
and believed the things our pals told us
it was fun
smiles on our faces
laughts in our hearts
when we were sitting there
with our first big love
saw our first sundowning
together with someone who really cared for us
we made a big fire in the evening
were talking and laughting
grilled potatoes
played guitars
and sung all the songs of our idols
some of us drunk a bit too much
but it were really nice days
the days of friendship
the days of no limits
nothing was unreachable
remember those days from time to time
and take a part of them to your present
and have an allways open view for the future
don't let your memories die
in your heart, your soul and your mind
all your life
.oOo.....................................................................oOo.
back to the light
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
(c) 17.Feb 1996 Severin-Stephan Kittl (ReeBoK)
life is emotion, emotion can be fun
but if life is pleasure, I don't have one
I turned off the music, I closed the door
I've been seeking for escape, 'cause I didn't want no more
but then you entered the room, I saw your face
asking myself why you came, to get me off this place
you and your open view, and your heart so wide
you gave me your hand, took me back to the light
I thought I'm alone, but you showed me it's not true
I could have been lost, but I'm not thanks to you
I never understood, but now I know what you meant
if I call you something, I've to call you my friend
.oOo.....................................................................oOo.
I really hope you enjoyed reading it, if you liked them you are welcome
to contact me for exchanging impressions or just to get hold of more of
my feelings and thoughts... thank you! (In fact you are also welcome to
contact me if you didn't like them...)